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Monday, September 26, 2005

9:51AM - eyes staring everywhere

face first in a puddle of water
drowns out the sound of her laughter

(2 all alone with me.)

Thursday, February 17, 2005

9:05AM

her eyes sparkle and light up the hall
i look in them and drown in their beauty
they remind me of the spring
vibrant and full of life
promising good things to come
and that there's a reason for living

(2 all alone with me.)

Friday, February 11, 2005

10:56AM

This Ruined Puzzle

This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face down so the placing goes slowly. The pictures of anything other than it's meant to be. But the hours they creep, the patterns repeat. Don't be concerned, you know I'll be fine on my own. I never said "don't go".

I've written a note, it's pressed between pages that you've marked to find your way back. It says "Does he ever get the girl?" But what if the pages stay pressed, the chapters unfinished, the stories too dull to unfold? Does he ever get the girl?

This basement's a coffin I'm buried alive. I'll die in here just to be safe. I'll die in here just to be safe. 'Cause you're gone I get nothing and you're off with barely a sigh. I never said "Good-bye"

Does he ever get the girl?

Current mood: amused
Current music: guess

(with me.)

Thursday, February 10, 2005

12:52PM

the eyes around me
try to look in
to the sould i'm made of
the spirit within
they look and stare
and probe too deeply
i hate the way the look
it's more than a little creepy
they pierce through flesh and bone
seeking the true structure i'm made of
they are eyes of a God but not the one above...

Current mood: stressed

(with me.)

Monday, February 7, 2005

10:41AM

she walks into the room
and the air crackles with happiness
she lights up the room
and makes even the saddest smile
she draws on the board
with her delicate sweet hands
she looks into my eyes
and i drown in hers

Current mood: relaxed
Current music: AFI

(with me.)

Thursday, February 3, 2005

10:46AM

what to do what to do

(2 all alone with me.)

Wednesday, February 2, 2005

2:14PM

sigh....the questions flitter through my mind like butterflies. the flight is erratic and unsure...

Current mood: aggravated

(with me.)

Thursday, January 27, 2005

10:49AM

the need for an endless sleep....

(1 all alone with me.)

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

10:45PM

wow, emilie is seriously amazing...i'm falling in love with a girl from iowa. hmmm. weird.... then again, what's love. i fucking hate girls!!!







wow, what a contradicting entry

(3 all alone with me.)

10:56AM

blah blah blah )

Current mood: hungry
Current music: the voices in my head

(4 all alone with me.)

9:21AM

hi adah.... ok, now for the important business...j/k adah.... actually my life is pretty boring lately. i was grounded from going anywhere this weekend. yeah, it sucked. but i had fun at brits, which was the reason for the grounding. yes, i'm a rebel. i took the van and went to my bestest friends against my parents wishes. oh well... i'm going to the show fo sho as long as i get a ride... yay, should be able to get one. don't know if i'm playing taps for wedo yet or not. wateva... ok, i'm going to quote an amazing girl... Emilie, here's to you... "I think i love periods..." and that sounds so bad, so let me tell everyone, i mean it as in typing periods, not the monthly cycle that i.... i mean every girl goes through.

Current mood: dorky
Current music: Breaking Benjamin

(2 all alone with me.)

Monday, January 17, 2005

11:10PM

sick of the bullshit

(with me.)

10:19PM

i have an online girlfriend...yay....god i'm shallow. haha.

(with me.)

Sunday, January 16, 2005

9:53PM - need a ride

does anyone wanna give me a ride to iowa so that i can go on a hott date???

Current music: Mest

(7 all alone with me.)

9:42PM

dryblindingtears: lets do it together
x love x make up: do what?
x love x make up: oh
x love x make up: go out in the snow
x love x make up: haha
x love x make up: I thougt you were talking about something else
dryblindingtears: yest
dryblindingtears: or just go out
dryblindingtears: ooo, smooth brendon
dryblindingtears: hahahah
x love x make up: well if you're planning on driving all the way to Iowa to pick me uo



how about that for a convo with a hottie

(2 all alone with me.)

9:37PM

ok girls i talked to last night that i really love... katie, natalie, SAM, alyson, emilie... if your not on there don't be discouraged, by love i mean... idk... nvever mind, why am i writing this? why did i put their names down??? i hate girls...

(with me.)

8:16PM

I'm a DORK!!!

(3 all alone with me.)

7:02PM

omg, so last night sucked, i kinda asked hannah out...and of course i big fat no, which made me emo and suicidal and shit... but then tonight, omg....SAM WAS ONLINE....omg you have no idea how happy that makes me... and emilie is on, she's pretty cool shit. But Sam, omg, hehehehheehehehhehehehehehehhehehe, i havn't ehard from her since before the hospital thingy.... omg. yayayayyayayayayayayayayyayayaya wooooohooooooooooo

Current mood: energetic

(2 all alone with me.)

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